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[15 Mar 2006|11:27pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | i'm amazed by you ] Sry that i havent updated in a long time again..hehe i always end up forgettin...i done my journal over, once again i dont even know how many more times i will change this thing..lol anywho....how is everyone? im doin pretty good actually, everything has been goin pretty good for me here lately which is a very good thing :-) cheerleadin is comming up soon! YAY* miss Danica will be our new captain and Yours Truely is going to be co-captain!! even tho im going to miss all the cheerleaders that arent comming back...(shout outs to them) Al- you pushed us so hard and everyone,including me, took it the wrong way sometimes...even tho if u hadnt we wouldnt ever have been as good as we were...i will miss u wo very much..goodluck in everything that you do in life Lydns-me u and nica have had some wild and crazy times..*evil looks for the camera!* i honestly am so very greatful to have gotten to know u...ur truelly special to me and i wont ever forget u Danica-shew what do i even say about u..lol..i have known u most of my life, but i never imagined that we would still be great friends and get to spend alot of highschool together..all look now we get to take over the squad together..WOW Morgan- i dont really know you all that well but from what i do know ur a very sweet person and a great one to be around. i'm so glad u decided to become a cheerleader, because if u didnt i wouldnt have even gotten the chance to know ... Whitney-omg...im  at a lose of words for u..lmao your absolutely insane! ur funnier than hell to be around and u always put a smile on all of our faces...i think i can speal for all of us when i say that it was a very great experience with u on the squad, not to mension a very unique one..  :-D Sash-HAHA we were always friends, but we became sooo close it wasnt even funny! i loved spending so much time with u *like everyday* lol..i miss you so very much its not even funny..what im trying to say is that i dont know how i could have done it without you, you have helped me through some pretty rough times and made me laugh when i wanted to die! thanks babe Alesha- lol we have had some great moments at practices and games...mostly the little blonde moments we have..lol your a very amazing person and a great friend who i dont think i could live without...im soo glad u moved here and that we got the chance to be best friends! Last but not least Shelly- our wonderful coach..who didnt ever give up on us when we all were ready to give up on our selves..you never let me or any of the other girls down! i know that we all thought of u as more than our coach...our best friend! I LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR MAKING THIS PAST YEAR A GREAT AND MEMORABLE ONE!!!!!!!! i have to give my very best friend a shoutout too! of course the love of my life Nathan- i dont even know where to begin, i dont even know how it all started out...i mean we said hey at break and an occasional hug, sometimes i would be in Food City when u were working and i would come and talk to u, and then we went to the movies as pretty much strangers and look at how we are now! u have no idea how much i love and care about u! u honestly mean the world to me.. i dont think i could ever say or type enought to tell u how much u mean to me and no matter how bad i feel or how depressed i am, all i have to do is think about u and i smile for no reason... u make me soo happy at the worst times ..ur honeslty my very best friend and u know that i would do anything at all for u! thank you soo much for everything..I LOVE YOU PUMPKIN TITS! 10givemesome♥*WatchAsIFallIn ♥*

hey** [16 Jan 2006|01:41am] [ mood | drained ] [ music | dirty lil secret ] how was everyones weekend? mine sucked friday went to the games...it was alot of fun i got to hang out with Evan and i went home with Rashell after school i had alot of catchin up to do with both of them =) but then after all the jv games and i had to start cheerin i kept gettin this really bad headache and it just kept gettin worse and worse....it was like 5 minutes left of the game and i started feelin really sick and dizzy so i asked if i could go to the bathroom, *i thought i was gonna pass out* well i made it in there and Ashleigh helped me and got her mom to help me..*thanks ash and mommy* well i got home but then it just got worse and i got to the point were i couldnt move so mom made me go to the ER and they had to draw my blood and give me an IV...*ewwwwwwwwwww* so that they could flush out my kidnee(however u spell it) cause i had took over 6000mg in tylonal and ever how much is in 2 IB Profin and they said my thingy was shuttin down..... but anywho saturday slept tryin to get over all the drugs they gave me..lol i was messed up then today i went to church with angie..couldnt go this mornin like i had planned to tired and mom was goin to some other church so didnt have a ride... but anywho tell me about ur alls weekends..hope they were better than mine =) later 6givemesome♥*WatchAsIFallIn ♥*

♥broken once again [08 Jan 2006|01:18am] [ mood | he is my only wish ] [ music | one wish ] ....shew i try so hard to act like i dont give a fuck about u cause they all say that if i do then u will come back, but i just cant thats not me....i honestly just want to be with u every single second of the day... ..it was my fault this time is what hurts me the most.... i didnt mean it like u took it though, i promise..but i ruined it all and i think it was my last chance too :( ..i hate my fuckin life, seriously i havent been truely happy for over a year..what can i do tho i try and try soo hard to force myself to be happy but i just need you so much, i dont know if u will ever understand how much u mean to me either...i try to make u understand and it back fires in my face :'( ..if you read this please comment me or call me or somethin..i want to talk to u soo badly...i dont care what time it is either..please i love you.... *WatchAsIFallIn ♥*

hey guys..im here with angie renee' [31 Dec 2005|01:41am] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | one wish ] I've got to spend the past lil while with angie we kinda had some catchin up to do..so we are gonna celebrate New Years Eve!! whoo hoo We went to the game together yesterday...spent it with Toby,Nick,Morgan,and Justin!!! it was crazy! we had a blast with them.. (suck them damn loliepops....fuck me runnin) Then we stayed up till 5 and slept till 1 ish..we gonna stay up again allnight tonight cause we gotta stay up all night tomarrow *wink wink* here my new favorite song *One Wish* to that special guy Damn baby Just don't understand where we went wrong I gave you my heart I gave you my soul I gave you... As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room Cause, we couldn't be alone See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt Back then we were in school; and that's your favorite excuse Growin' up I was a fool; and I can't deney missin you Listen and don't trip I think I need a bottle with a genie in it Here's my wish list First one, I would create a heart changing love Second one, I’ll take yours and fill it all up Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one If I had one wish, we'd be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you'd be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you If I had one wish, we'd run away Makin' love all day, have us a baby If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life can you be my wife, make it right this time If I had one wish One wish, one wish, one wish One wish, one wish, one wish One wish, one wish, one wish One wish, one wish, one wish Now tell me is this the only way I can get you right back in If so then searchin' I’ll go, then I can have you for sure Then you’ll be lovin' me, holdin' me, kissin' me So girl don’t tell me what I’m feelin' is make believe I swear if I lose a second chance with you I wouldn’t know what to do I’d probably check myself into some kind of clinic I couldn’t be alone because without you I’m sick Here’s my wish list First one, I would create a heart changing love Second one, I’ll take yours and fill it all up Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one If I had one wish, we'd be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you'd be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you If I had one wish, we'd run away Makin' love all day, have us a baby If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life can you be my wife, make it right this time If I had one wish I don’t even know how we ended upon this road And, even though we are grown, Girl I just want you to know If I had one wish, we'd be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you'd be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you If I had one wish, we'd run away Makin' love all day, have us a baby If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life can you’d be my wife, make it right this time If I had one wish, we'd be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you'd be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you If I had one wish, we'd run away Makin' love all day, have us a baby If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life can you’d be my wife, make it right this time if i had one wish one wish, one wish, one wish one wish, one wish, one wish one wish, one wish, one wish one wish, one wish, one wish i love ya and miss ya like crazy..mwah *WatchAsIFallIn ♥*

omg ;-) [29 Dec 2005|12:32am] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | one wish ] i dont know what to do one day he makes me soo mad and hurts me soo bad and the next he does one of the nicest things anyone could ever do for me..shew he keeps my stomach tossing and turning all the time and for some reason i like it... its undescribable how he makes me feel i was gonna give up but then he goes and makes me think..hey just wait for me a little longer..so i guess i will..:-) anywho... we had a game today and we won!! YAY we also have one tomarrow i hope we do the same... well im tired so im out later ;-) 6givemesome♥*WatchAsIFallIn ♥*

so upset :-( [27 Dec 2005|11:59pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | one wish ] OMG i cant stand boys shew...if it wasnt for sasha i dont know what i would have done tonight i should have known gosh im a fuckin dumbass! i just got my hopes up cause when he was around me he made me feel amazing...but i guess all guys are the same... theres no way someone like me could ever have a good relationship anyways oh well just another dissapoinment.. but im out..later 2givemesome♥*WatchAsIFallIn ♥*

Merry Christmas!!!! [25 Dec 2005|11:09pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | one wish ] OMG OMG how was everyones Christmas?? Great I hope!!! mine was pretty great i got a new DDR game (which i have been wantin for like EVER) these B-E-A-UTIFUl baby blue suade boots with a purse to match...a new digital camera...alot of clothes..and some money!! YAY tell me everything u all got! i so have to know!! anywho... we start the Greenwave Classic tomarrow YAY :-( lol im lookin so forward to it...hehe i think im gonna go see the movie Wolf Creek as soon as it comes out..i wanna see it so bad... maybe someone special will take me ;-) well Merry Christmas again... im out later 2givemesome♥*WatchAsIFallIn ♥*

Stole This From Lija*...hope this works for u ;-) [21 Dec 2005|11:53pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | *We Belong Together* ] **What a BOYFRIEND SHOULD Know and a GIRLFRIEND SHOULD do** Guys:Put your hands around her waist firmly girls: lay your headback on his shoulder and put your arms on his. Guys:whisper in her ear Girls: giggle Girls:whenever he tries to kiss you, don't just let him, kiss him back. Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold Guys: automatically move closer to her. (if your stupid then you'll either say" me too " or you'll give her your jacket... don't) Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder Guys: lift her chin up and kiss her. Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... and mean it. Girls:When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat Guys: whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about something you would like to happen between you and your crush.... * ** *** **** ***** *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********** *********** ************ ******************* ****************** ***************** **************** *************** ************** ************* ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** ! ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********** *********** ************ ************* ************** *************** **************** **************** ****************** ******************* ******************** ********************* ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* *************** ************** ************* ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** ***** *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********** *********** ************ ******************* ****************** ***************** **************** *************** ************** ************* ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** ! ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********** *********** ************ ************* ************** *************** **************** **************** ****************** ******************* ******************** ********************* ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* *************** ************** ************* ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** ** ********* STOP!! STOP!! STOP!! now copy and repost this. if you don't you'll have bad relationships for 69 years by 12pm tonight ur 1 true love will realize how much they want you!! 2givemesome♥*WatchAsIFallIn ♥*

hey guys** [18 Dec 2005|11:01pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | *One Wish* ] well, my weekend was nothin less than perfect... Friday-- all i done was after school we had a game...it was at J.J.KEllY..i got to see a few ppl i hadnt talked to in a while..that was alot of fun cause i miss them all so much Saturday--the dance was fuckin awesome there was alot of beautiful ppl there...congrats to the King and Queen(randa and bruce) u all deserved it i got to see my hooch naomi! i have missed her sooooo bad! she looked amazing! sam,angie,and cassie got ready with me and then our dates came and we went to the dance...we all had a blast...i got to see Elijah at the dance..it was great to see him...i miss talkin to him Today--Me and Angie went to Puther Chapel..then just had a few friends over for a while...other than that its been pretty boring I am sooo glad that tomarrow is my last day...i am goin to vocy all day Tues. and Wedns. YAY* well i hope everyone has a good week! and MERRY CHRISTMAS 6givemesome♥*WatchAsIFallIn ♥*

[16 Dec 2005|01:40am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | dont forget about us ] Hey Lovers-- This is Sasha* I'm here & I get to update this thing first for my lover-- the amazing Sarah Nicole Deel! I ♥ Her* Good Luck with //HIM// Baby-- you two are CUTE ;) XOXO Comments = Hottness 8givemesome♥*WatchAsIFallIn ♥*

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